Cerise Hood

They took Kadaj away. I didn't even get to say goodbye to him...


Wherever he is, I hope he'll be happy there. I know that it's what he wanted, to get out of here, but I know I'm going to miss him.

It's getting warmer. I usually hate the summer, but now I'm not afraid to put my hood down. So maybe now it'll be a little better.

[ OOC: Only doctors and those with access to her room would be able to read her journal ]

I think the amulets Deidara drew for me are working! I haven't seen the Big Bad in two days now... sometimes I hear It whisper and growl, but it hasn't shown itself to me. I knew it, I just knew Deidara would help protect me! He's one of the only people here who doesn't think I'm crazy, who believes me about the Big Bad. They're starting to fade though... I'll have to ask him to re-do them for me when I see him again.

[ Readable only by her doctors and anyone with access to her room. ]

It's a new year. Grandmama told me that New Years bring New Beginnings. But I feel very stuck. Everything still feels old and gray. I feel like I'm stuck here and I'm never going to leave, I'm going to spend the rest of my life here. But maybe that's not so bad afterall. I just hope Deidara doesn't leave me here, he's my only friend and I couldn't take it if he---

I lost my journal for a while. I found it under the bed, but I think It took it from me. It's been in my room a lot. On Christmas it just sat there and watched me and didn't move, just followed me round and round. And lately at night I hear it growling under my bed. It scratches me when I sleep.

I really... I just wish Grandmama was here. She would know what to do.

( My, what big scissors you have... )